When Life Get's Hard

So here I am sitting at my computer at 12:42am, thinking about my life. What I've done, what I have yet to do. It dawned on me today that I am going to be 23 years old in less than two months. Not THAT old but old enough to realize that there are still so many things that I have yet to accomplish, and even though I am well on my way I'm still not there yet. I'm not graduated with a good job, not married, no kids, still living in the ghetto of all ghettos. When will I start to be a real grown up and not just be an adult living a highschoolers life.

Not that I want to make this a sob-fest because there are so many great things that I have already accomplished in my life. I have been working at the same damn job, (good pay or not) for almost six years now. I have been accepted into a very rigorous Nursing Program, and even though I have struggled to make it on my own, I have done it none the less. I have met a wonderful man who makes up in what I lack ( which isn't much because I'm fabulous) (JUST PLAYING) and I have succeeded in raising two beautiful cats. Hahaha. So I guess in retrospect my life is not so bad, and I AM on the right path. I guess it just takes a little of a harder look to realize that what I think I am missing out on, I'm really not.

One day I'll get there, it's just a little longer journey than I had expected.

Also as a side note: Please everyone cross their fingers for me that I am able to attain that job at Memorial Hospital I applied for. It would really just take the wieght of half the world off my shoulders.

Thanks again to all you out there who love and support me. You are the foundation on which my life is built.

Love you all & God Bless